I guess I can say I've been a really bad girl. I've been ignoring my diary for almost 2 months and indirectly ignoring my readers...if I still have any.

Well, the reason for this is that I up and got myself a life. I said goodbye to somebody I had an off/on relationship with for 4 yrs...(although he doesn't know it's a goodbye yet) and I'm dating somebody now who I absolutely adore and I've decided against going back to school in favour of pursuing other career options. I've submitted my c.v for numerous positions and haven't heard anything as of yet but I'm optimistic. Even if I hear nothing I'm still here at my old job and it's alright here.

The man whom I am dating is a guy I went to grade school with and he remembered me because he used to have a crush on me. He asked for my e-mail address from my neighbour and we've been in contact with each other for a short while. I've never clicked with anybody like this and on my first date with him I actually said to myself that he is the man I am going to marry. I still feel that way many dates later and he probably feels the same way because he keeps telling me he's falling for me. It's been such a short time, but it just feels so right. And I'm really happy about it. We spent all weekend together this past weekend and now I'm here at work really missing him. I'll live, I know, but it just feels so good to have somebody to miss. And I really do deserve to be happy because I've had my fair share of sadness for many years. I realize that now.

Well, that's about all I can say without being able to go into huge lengths about anything because my lunch hour is actually only 45 mins long and I only have a few more mins before it's finished. I can't promise I'll be updating regularly if I come across really funny occurrences and whatnot, and I can't promise I'll even update at all. I haven't even wanted to come online except to check my e-mail anyway. I'm trying to stay away from all of that stuff. It's not healthy for me.

I'm sorry if I have disappointed anybody at all. If you wish to keep in contact with me you can always let me know and perhaps we could exchange e-mails. I'm very faithful with my e-mail replying.